We often hear biological parents of children referred to as the “natural” parents. This negatively implies that there is something unnatural about being an adoptive parent. Biological parents should simply be referred to as biological parents.
Personally I don't like to use any thing to distinguish me as mom. I only use natural or adoptive on my blog to distinguish between the two sets of parents. I can not fathom how natural=unnatural and birth mother does not equal death mother.
In our society we allow each culture and race to be called as they wish. It is only in adoption that we as mothers that gave up our children are told by others with the power (adoptive parents and agencies) what we should be called. What is respectful to them. What about us? What about what we want to be called. I can not stand to see the word "BM". When you write down those 2 letters are you referring to bowel movement or to a person?
Owen and me
My first grandson one day old.
Friday, October 28, 2011
WRA - my thoughts
My daughter was sent to West Ridge Academy. Was she rebellious? Absolutely. Was she anymore rebellious than either me or my siblings? Not really. What was the problem then? She was raised by parents that were/are not wired the same way as she is. They think differently, act differently, and come to different conclusions on life. She was always less than (or at least she felt) in their eyes. There are numerous occasions where things were done for her sister (also adopted into the family) but not for her. Her sister would go to the doctors if she was not feeling very well but Allysa would hurt hr knee horribly to the point she couldn't walk for days and wasn't taken to the doctor for months. By the time she went to the doctor the damage was done and can't be reversed. She still has problems with her knee because of the lack of immediate care.
Emotionally Allysa wasn't really cared for either. Having all of those things piled up and being adopted made for a train wreck. Allysa's parents took her to counseling but only went to counselors who would agree with them. When there was a counselor who disagreed with them and stood up for Allysa they stopped going. Parenting is about their needs and their wants. They expected their (adopted) child to be just like them including their heritage. When Allysa wasn't calm or mellow enough they would put her on prescription drugs for ADD. She does not have ADD she just has lots of energy just like her siblings, her mom, her cousins, her aunts, and uncles.
When they could not deal with her any longer they found a reform school that could. Of course they have a beautiful website. Are they really going to say we will break your child emotionally and spiritually? Are they going to say we will do things to your children that you could be called on by CPS? After all you are paying $40K to put your child in the school you hope it will help. And it is in Utah ran by people that are LDS, it must be great. Have you noticed that most reform schools are in Utah/Arizona/Nevada? Places that have a lot of land and are harder for people to escape from?
I have hiked with my children a lot. I always tell them how far we are going, where we are staring and ending, and how much food and water to bring. I would never just say we are hiking now, let's go. As humans we need to know if we are going on a 1 mile hike or 25 mile hike. We need to know how long to expect to be gone. And will the one canteen of water really be enough. At WRA they are not always told any of the basic information when they go for a hike. It has only been recently that Allysa could even start to just enjoy hiking.
As a parent I want/need to know where are my children, who are they with, and how are they doing at all times. To leave my child for anywhere for 2 weeks to 3 months without contact would be insane. My raised children I have never even left with a babysitter that was not family. The longest I have ever been away from them is 3 days.
My daughter has told me stories of how if you are deemed as misbehaving you can be pushed down to the ground by adults. You will come up with scratched hands, knees, and bloody noses. as a parent am I allowed to do that to my children? No, I could have CPS called on me if my husband and I took any of our children and pushed them to the ground hard enough to cause bleeding.
You also have other teenagers that will try to cause trouble with you because they don't like you. Think of high school 24-7 with all drama and no breaks for months on end. From what I could tell about this reform school kids learn to lie better and cover up their feelings. It does not heal them. It does make it so parents have 1 to 2 years off of raising their teenage child.
I have also seen that a lot of adoptees are put into this school. Many become pregnant while they are not married within 2 years of graduating from WRA. A lot of these same teenagers/now mothers "make an adoption plan".
Knowing these things, is this the loving school that is advertised? Would you put your child at a reform school? Most importantly would you want to be sent to one of these schools?
Emotionally Allysa wasn't really cared for either. Having all of those things piled up and being adopted made for a train wreck. Allysa's parents took her to counseling but only went to counselors who would agree with them. When there was a counselor who disagreed with them and stood up for Allysa they stopped going. Parenting is about their needs and their wants. They expected their (adopted) child to be just like them including their heritage. When Allysa wasn't calm or mellow enough they would put her on prescription drugs for ADD. She does not have ADD she just has lots of energy just like her siblings, her mom, her cousins, her aunts, and uncles.
When they could not deal with her any longer they found a reform school that could. Of course they have a beautiful website. Are they really going to say we will break your child emotionally and spiritually? Are they going to say we will do things to your children that you could be called on by CPS? After all you are paying $40K to put your child in the school you hope it will help. And it is in Utah ran by people that are LDS, it must be great. Have you noticed that most reform schools are in Utah/Arizona/Nevada? Places that have a lot of land and are harder for people to escape from?
I have hiked with my children a lot. I always tell them how far we are going, where we are staring and ending, and how much food and water to bring. I would never just say we are hiking now, let's go. As humans we need to know if we are going on a 1 mile hike or 25 mile hike. We need to know how long to expect to be gone. And will the one canteen of water really be enough. At WRA they are not always told any of the basic information when they go for a hike. It has only been recently that Allysa could even start to just enjoy hiking.
As a parent I want/need to know where are my children, who are they with, and how are they doing at all times. To leave my child for anywhere for 2 weeks to 3 months without contact would be insane. My raised children I have never even left with a babysitter that was not family. The longest I have ever been away from them is 3 days.
My daughter has told me stories of how if you are deemed as misbehaving you can be pushed down to the ground by adults. You will come up with scratched hands, knees, and bloody noses. as a parent am I allowed to do that to my children? No, I could have CPS called on me if my husband and I took any of our children and pushed them to the ground hard enough to cause bleeding.
You also have other teenagers that will try to cause trouble with you because they don't like you. Think of high school 24-7 with all drama and no breaks for months on end. From what I could tell about this reform school kids learn to lie better and cover up their feelings. It does not heal them. It does make it so parents have 1 to 2 years off of raising their teenage child.
I have also seen that a lot of adoptees are put into this school. Many become pregnant while they are not married within 2 years of graduating from WRA. A lot of these same teenagers/now mothers "make an adoption plan".
Knowing these things, is this the loving school that is advertised? Would you put your child at a reform school? Most importantly would you want to be sent to one of these schools?
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Adoptive parents=Real Parents
Positive Adoption Language #1. The adoptive parents are the “real” parents. The real parents are the grown-ups who will take care of the child every day and for the rest of their lives. When referring to who gave birth to the child, simply say birth parent or birth woman. A biological father is not referred to as the real father, but the biological one
I am assuming that positive adoption language is used to build up one side and tear apart the other. PAL is used for the the parents that purchase the child, the agencies real customers.
Real parents huh? Here I was thinking that adoptees had 4 very real parents. Are any of them imaginary? If they are living breathing humans than they are very real. My daughter has 5 very real parents. The two that raised her, the two that created her, and the one that loves her because she is my daughter, part of our family, and a beautiful person. (Jeremy if you are reading this that is about you).
Adoptive parents take care of their children for the rest of their lives. It is nice to know that adoptees never grow up and continue to be taken care of. does that include diapering and bottle feeding until they die?
My daughter's adoptive parents gave guardianship of her to a West Ridge Academy when she was about 15 years old. They gave up the parenting responsibilities. I wonder should the caregivers at WRA be considered parents also? If a child is raised with nannies and care givers than those people should be considered real parents also.
I am assuming that positive adoption language is used to build up one side and tear apart the other. PAL is used for the the parents that purchase the child, the agencies real customers.
Real parents huh? Here I was thinking that adoptees had 4 very real parents. Are any of them imaginary? If they are living breathing humans than they are very real. My daughter has 5 very real parents. The two that raised her, the two that created her, and the one that loves her because she is my daughter, part of our family, and a beautiful person. (Jeremy if you are reading this that is about you).
Adoptive parents take care of their children for the rest of their lives. It is nice to know that adoptees never grow up and continue to be taken care of. does that include diapering and bottle feeding until they die?
My daughter's adoptive parents gave guardianship of her to a West Ridge Academy when she was about 15 years old. They gave up the parenting responsibilities. I wonder should the caregivers at WRA be considered parents also? If a child is raised with nannies and care givers than those people should be considered real parents also.
Positive Adoption Language
I just wanted to dissect the PAL that I found here
Before I get into each section I wanted everyone to see it. My next few posts will be about PAL. After reading this it leaves me wondering who the positive adoption language is for?
"Words are very powerful. Positive adoption language aims to end the negative stereotypes and misconceptions regarding adoption, while educating others that all families look different and form in different ways. Here are some keys to positive adoption language.
1. The adoptive parents are the “real” parents. The real parents are the grown-ups who will take care of the child every day and for the rest of their lives. When referring to who gave birth to the child, simply say birth parent or birth woman. A biological father is not referred to as the real father, but the biological one.
2. We often hear biological parents of children referred to as the “natural” parents. This negatively implies that there is something unnatural about being an adoptive parent. Biological parents should simply be referred to as biological parents.
3. Adoptive families do not refer to their own children as an adopted child, a natural child, or my own child (meaning biological or by birth). All children in families are the parent’s own children.
4. Adoption is an event that happened in a child’s life when the child joined his or her family. Using positive adoption language, notice use of verb tense. The child “was” adopted indicates that the event is past tense and already happened. To say that a child “is” adopted implies the process is still ongoing. This is not true. We would simply say, “George was adopted.”
5. When speaking about adoption, it is important to note that birth parents make an adoption plan to place the child in a home to be cared for and raised. The child who was adopted was not “given away” or “unwanted.” The child should know he or she is loved and an adoption plan was created for them to live in a forever family.
6. Children born to unmarried parents are simply referred to as that. Using positive adoption language, the child is would never be referred to as “illegitimate.” Every human being is a true miracle and has a legitimate place on the Earth.
7. Children who were adopted and later seek out their biological parents should not be referred to as “trying to track down their real parents.” The child is “searching” for biological parents. If they meet, it is not a “reunion,” but instead referred to as “making contact.”
8. A child adopted from another country is not a “foreign” child. The word foreign implies that it does not belong. Instead, the child is from abroad.
9. Using positive adoption language, we would never refer to a child as “adopted,” just as we would never say an “IVF” baby, a failed contraception baby, or a c-section baby.
10. Adoption is a private matter between a child and his or her family. All families form in different ways, are all equally beautiful, and should be respected as such."
Before I get into each section I wanted everyone to see it. My next few posts will be about PAL. After reading this it leaves me wondering who the positive adoption language is for?
"Words are very powerful. Positive adoption language aims to end the negative stereotypes and misconceptions regarding adoption, while educating others that all families look different and form in different ways. Here are some keys to positive adoption language.
1. The adoptive parents are the “real” parents. The real parents are the grown-ups who will take care of the child every day and for the rest of their lives. When referring to who gave birth to the child, simply say birth parent or birth woman. A biological father is not referred to as the real father, but the biological one.
2. We often hear biological parents of children referred to as the “natural” parents. This negatively implies that there is something unnatural about being an adoptive parent. Biological parents should simply be referred to as biological parents.
3. Adoptive families do not refer to their own children as an adopted child, a natural child, or my own child (meaning biological or by birth). All children in families are the parent’s own children.
4. Adoption is an event that happened in a child’s life when the child joined his or her family. Using positive adoption language, notice use of verb tense. The child “was” adopted indicates that the event is past tense and already happened. To say that a child “is” adopted implies the process is still ongoing. This is not true. We would simply say, “George was adopted.”
5. When speaking about adoption, it is important to note that birth parents make an adoption plan to place the child in a home to be cared for and raised. The child who was adopted was not “given away” or “unwanted.” The child should know he or she is loved and an adoption plan was created for them to live in a forever family.
6. Children born to unmarried parents are simply referred to as that. Using positive adoption language, the child is would never be referred to as “illegitimate.” Every human being is a true miracle and has a legitimate place on the Earth.
7. Children who were adopted and later seek out their biological parents should not be referred to as “trying to track down their real parents.” The child is “searching” for biological parents. If they meet, it is not a “reunion,” but instead referred to as “making contact.”
8. A child adopted from another country is not a “foreign” child. The word foreign implies that it does not belong. Instead, the child is from abroad.
9. Using positive adoption language, we would never refer to a child as “adopted,” just as we would never say an “IVF” baby, a failed contraception baby, or a c-section baby.
10. Adoption is a private matter between a child and his or her family. All families form in different ways, are all equally beautiful, and should be respected as such."
Thursday, October 20, 2011
I spoke too soon
I received a phone call this afternoon from LDSFS. They had a copy of Allysa's OBC and her adoption decree in her adoption file. Since Allysa already knows who I am they just sent over the file by email. We now have a copy of her OBC!!!! We do not have to go to court or do anything else. I guess it helps to be the squeaky wheel.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
my beloved agency....
About a month ago Allysa and I went to LDSFS. We are trying to get her adoption file opened and see if they are able to also help to get her OBC. I hadn't heard back so last Thursday I called. I was told the person (the SW) I needed to talk to wouldn't be in until Monday morning. I didn't hear back on Monday, so I called yesterday around 4. The person still was not there. I finally received a call back this morning. She has been trying to get a hold of the adoption lawyer but has heard nothing. Basically how it was explained is the agency can not pull it's own files from Salt Lake City. They have to have a lawyer request it. But the lawyer is on retainer through the agency. Are you still following me? A lawyer that is not on payroll but retained has to ask for the paperwork from the agency's headquarters.
Basically after a month we are still at square one with the agency. I remember when I was pregnant if I had a question or concern I would get a call back immediately. But now that it has been 19 years since I placed, and they have received money from 2 families that adopted my descendants, I'm put on the back burner. It makes me feel so warm and loved all over....blah.(I don't think I could feel more used). At least I know now that they were really after, a new born infant. Now that Allysa is an adult and we are asking questions and wanting documents we are less than. We are not important as a woman experiencing an unplanned pregnancy, we are the aftermath.
Basically after a month we are still at square one with the agency. I remember when I was pregnant if I had a question or concern I would get a call back immediately. But now that it has been 19 years since I placed, and they have received money from 2 families that adopted my descendants, I'm put on the back burner. It makes me feel so warm and loved all over....blah.(I don't think I could feel more used). At least I know now that they were really after, a new born infant. Now that Allysa is an adult and we are asking questions and wanting documents we are less than. We are not important as a woman experiencing an unplanned pregnancy, we are the aftermath.
Monday, October 17, 2011
I almost missed this
First of all I am so grateful for the connection Allysa and I have. I do not know how to explain why I was lucky enough to be in a good no make that a great reunion. I do not know why we were both ready to meet at the same time. I do not know why adoption didn't totally break both of us. I do know I am so lucky and grateful for what we do have. I am glad to be known as mom, not bmom, not nmom, just mom.
Yesterday was just an easy day. We all worked on cleaning the house. I made some freakin good egg rolls for dinner. They were chicken and avocado eggrolls with a southwest twist. Everyone was so happy and then we played the game apples to apples. It was just silly and fun.
When Cassie should have been going to bed her and Allysa decided to turn on some music and have a dance party. I ddin't have the heart to tell them to turn it off and stop dancing. Instead I just watched my two daughters. I could see the love they had for each other. I could see how quickly they have bonded. I could see both Cassie's and Allysa's wounds slowly healing from the loss that was their childhood. The loss of not having each other as they gre up.
As I watched my two daughters being silly all I could think was how I came so close to missing this. We might have missed out on years together but we have the present and the future. We will still fight for adoption reform but we have each other as we do it. We will fight together to get Allysa's OBC. I would fiight for these things without my daughter's help but it is so nice to do it together. To be beside each other. I love to watch her being silly. I love to be able to calm her fears. I'm grateful for each moment we have together.
Yesterday was just an easy day. We all worked on cleaning the house. I made some freakin good egg rolls for dinner. They were chicken and avocado eggrolls with a southwest twist. Everyone was so happy and then we played the game apples to apples. It was just silly and fun.
When Cassie should have been going to bed her and Allysa decided to turn on some music and have a dance party. I ddin't have the heart to tell them to turn it off and stop dancing. Instead I just watched my two daughters. I could see the love they had for each other. I could see how quickly they have bonded. I could see both Cassie's and Allysa's wounds slowly healing from the loss that was their childhood. The loss of not having each other as they gre up.
As I watched my two daughters being silly all I could think was how I came so close to missing this. We might have missed out on years together but we have the present and the future. We will still fight for adoption reform but we have each other as we do it. We will fight together to get Allysa's OBC. I would fiight for these things without my daughter's help but it is so nice to do it together. To be beside each other. I love to watch her being silly. I love to be able to calm her fears. I'm grateful for each moment we have together.
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